just had to share...

All I did yesturday was rest and see "The Biggest Loser" merathon... Anyways, Ariel had been alseep all day since he worked overnight. After finally waking up and me finally getting my butt off the couch I wanted go run; since I was inspired by the show lol. We got busy doing other stuff that I got upset cuz I was not able to go run like I wanted to; it got to dark outside. Ariel turns around and tells me "YOU ARE MY BIGGEST LOSER!" that was to cute and funny. So, I got over being upset!! LOL

A happy ending....

After all is said and done I am very happy that I was able to spend 12 midnight 1/1/08 with my tosas! For the last 6 years I have always brought in the new year asleep but this year he was with me! :) He came home for about 3 minutes (he was on the job) but three minutes is all we needed to bring in the new year!! Ariel turned on the light and sirens of his unit; everyone enjoyed the view!!! I pray to have a better year than last year! I am very fortunate to have what I have and the love that I have... I hope it will never end... I wish everyone happiness and prosperity in the years to come!!! Love to all my Family and Friends!!! Jenny!

Specially made for Santa!

My Christmas!

I couldn't of asked for a better Christmas after my birthday nightmare!!! My Dad was here and spent it with us. Christmas Eve we spent it at Ariel's aunt's house till about 2 am; although my papas was out Protecting and Serving for SBPD I still managed to enjoy the holiday with the rest of the family. Christmas morning, Aaron woke up at 6:30 am eager to find what Santa brought him, keep in mind he fell asleep at 3:00 a.m. cuz HE baked cookies for Santa. The festivities continued.... We had a lot of family at our house. Boy was it chaotic but a lot of fun!

My father.....

Well today I received a call from my dad, who by the way lives in Michigan and has for many years (he separated from us when I was a little, little girl... ). The reason for his call was to wish me a happy birthday - my birthday is not until Friday!!! o'well I guess its the thought that counts.... Me and my dad do not have the best relationship. All I've felt in my heart is resentment. I don't know if that feeling will ever go away (I wish it would). Now as a parent, my heart would break if any of my children would feel the way I feel... I have gone through so much (my lil brother and my sisters have gone through so much)... When (WHEN) he calls my hands sweat, my heart starts beating faster, my eyes get watery and all these mixed emotions go through me.... I hate it. That's probably why I don't like talking to him. I hope one of these days I'll forgive him for the life I had when I was a child. Hopefully, it will be before he passes... He used to be my DADDY! The one I looked up to! His little angel..... I can't go on.... it just hurts so much......

Ariel's Christmas Party!

Christmas Party!