Specially made for Santa!

My Christmas!

I couldn't of asked for a better Christmas after my birthday nightmare!!! My Dad was here and spent it with us. Christmas Eve we spent it at Ariel's aunt's house till about 2 am; although my papas was out Protecting and Serving for SBPD I still managed to enjoy the holiday with the rest of the family. Christmas morning, Aaron woke up at 6:30 am eager to find what Santa brought him, keep in mind he fell asleep at 3:00 a.m. cuz HE baked cookies for Santa. The festivities continued.... We had a lot of family at our house. Boy was it chaotic but a lot of fun!

My father.....

Well today I received a call from my dad, who by the way lives in Michigan and has for many years (he separated from us when I was a little, little girl... ). The reason for his call was to wish me a happy birthday - my birthday is not until Friday!!! o'well I guess its the thought that counts.... Me and my dad do not have the best relationship. All I've felt in my heart is resentment. I don't know if that feeling will ever go away (I wish it would). Now as a parent, my heart would break if any of my children would feel the way I feel... I have gone through so much (my lil brother and my sisters have gone through so much)... When (WHEN) he calls my hands sweat, my heart starts beating faster, my eyes get watery and all these mixed emotions go through me.... I hate it. That's probably why I don't like talking to him. I hope one of these days I'll forgive him for the life I had when I was a child. Hopefully, it will be before he passes... He used to be my DADDY! The one I looked up to! His little angel..... I can't go on.... it just hurts so much......

Ariel's Christmas Party!

Christmas Party!

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The next Dance Video Superstars!!

I finally bought a digital camera - it's awesome!! Introducing BaBa Aiden, Shake da butt Alec and DJ Aaron!! LOL :) Look out for their next performance.